first attempt.... again.

Okay, so I'm going to give this another shot. I seem to never be able to commit to this blogging even though it seems like it could be very therapeutic for me. I always seem to have to much to say and no one to listen, or no one wants to listen. So at this point in my life, perhaps I need this. Currently I am a very stuck mother of one who is in a seemingly endless engagement with the most difficult person, although he could and has said the same about me. My days include the normal house wife duties, cleaning, laundry, cooking, and dishes not to mention chasing around a very energetic 1 yr old. I try my best to manage our home life, our financial life, and everything else adulthood entails. Mother by day business woman by night. In the evenings a few nights a week I work as a Massage Therapist, an enjoyable job although I have to pretty much have to build my own clientele and when you are not a people person it can be hard but, I'm trying and building slowly but surely. I also sell Pampered chef on the side which so far has been a fun experience. I mean who doesn't like to cook or eat. The extra cash is nice too.

So here I am living the place I've made in this world and still feeling stuck. Like I said, I'm going to give this blogging a go and see where I end up. Perhaps in sharing my thoughts, ideas, and crazy emotions I just may end up somewhere. Perhaps reach some sort of epiphany, some kind of determination, or even better a balance and happiness I can find peace with. Wow, seems like I'm looking for a lot, but, aren't we all....?