More than my purpose in life

So okay, here goes day two. Don't get excited I'm not going to drain myself and do this every day but I just have to write about my most wonderful son Colin.

Isn't he gorgeous!!! I think so but I'm his mom. he he he!

This handsome guy came to me as a surprise. I never say accident, no child is an accident. But a surprise, definitely! Like any women who finds out she is with child my whole life changed in that very second. It has been a crazy roller coaster of excited moments, happy tears, frustrated cries, and very rewarding moments just like hearing my son laugh since I discovered I was pregnant. My son is more than a purpose to live and do right. He is my motivation, my joy. Even when hes naughty, which he is often enough, and I have to yell at him I cant help but try to hold back a smile because he  is sooooo funny and just lights me up. Daddy and I are so in love with this little guy.

For anyone thinking about kids, yes its a major pain in the butt, but so rewarding. I would definitely do it again. Well, maybe just once more.

Mommy loves you Colin.